Dreams are fucked up sometimes. Actually, more often than not.

Abandonment 

"To dream that you are abandoned suggests that it is time to leave behind past feelings and characteristics that are hindering your growth. Let go of your old attitudes. A more direct and literal interpretation of this dream indicates you have a fear of being deserted, abandoned, or even betrayed. It may stem from a recent loss or a fear of losing a loved one. The fear of abandonment may manifest itself into your dream as part of the healing process and dealing with losing a loved one. It may also stem from unresolved feelings or problems from childhood. Alternatively, the dream indicates that you are feeling neglected or that your feelings are being overlooked. Perhaps the dream is a metaphor that you need to approach life with "reckless abandon" and live more freely.

To abandon others in your dream suggests that you are overwhelmed by the problems and decisions in your life."

Stop being so fucking negative. Please.

Through a combination of anti-depressants and a positive attitude I've manged to leave an incredibly depressed state and became an all around happier, healthier person.

Suffering with depression fucking sucks, it's easy to pile on the negativity but it's painstakingly hard to put on a smiling face and put a positive spin on things every single day.  I understand that times can be hard, but dwelling on them when you have the mental capacity to move on be happy is a fucking waste.

It was the people that I care about the most in my life that helped me to exercise a more positive attitude and allow me to turn my life around. That being said, I feel like it's these same people are making feel like i'm gonna relapse and fall back on to that downwards spiral.

Stop being so fucking negative and pessimistic, it's hard to be positive when every conversation you have takes a mopey, negative turn. It's fucking exhausting staying positive as it is.

I learned self-loathing won't justify your failures and that the sympathy won't last forever. The only person who can make you truly happy is yourself. If you are going to constantly be morose and depressing, stop being so unresponsive to the suggestions offered that could make you happier.

I spend 90% of my free time alone in my room, in the dark, with no-one to talk to but the fucking depressing voices in my head and yet I believe that I am still very fortunate to have the life that I have, why should you be any different? I'm not trying to be preachy but c'mon, whether you're working or in university, it could be a hell of a lot worse.

You only get one life, at least try to enjoy it. There was a period when I lived solely for the sake of my family and friends but now I feel that there is more to life and I can't start to live it for myself too.

Please, family, friends and even the dickheads I don't particularly like, just start trying to be happy. Fucking sleep well, get into a healthy routine and stop the self-loathing.

Stop being so negative, for your own fucking sake. Please.